Borderline Grotesque, by Evig Hat

Borderline Grotesque

by Evig Hat

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1.	Beneath the Red Star 07:08	lyrics	buy track
In the realm of tranquility Formed in the sands where the ground meets water The Blackened sky hower above me I see a distant sun ready to die Though the ground shake before me I feel as calm as the sea at my feet Never before have I felt this As if the skies are moving closer The dying sun is approaching It's drawing closer to my beating heart A soft breeze shelters my being From the non existing light I can feel no heat Yet it melts the sand before me My mind is numb, my thoughts have frozen This is my story, my eternal dream As soft as virgin skin Are the clouds that shall catch this fall Only my dreams shall set these borders These black lines, blocking my senses The wind chants my last rites Though I'm not the one that shall die As sinking through liquid glass My final rest, my red star Beneath the red star Dragging me closer to the core
2.	Infinite Shades of White 06:41	lyrics	buy track
This darkness The purest experience of fear Can you feel it beneath your skin Your mind taking up arms against you Why is there suffering Should we not live as kings In utopic states Forever imprisoned Infinite shades of white It covers me Like a blanket of dust and ants Coexist with the weakest minds The infinite source of hatred Can you feel my suffering Can you feel my suffering Can you feel my suffering Can you feel my pain Infinite shades of white As men die for causes unknown We fail to see the decline of existing Are we so blind we can not see The mistake that shall be our fall False values are the gods we praise No more do we own our deaths My filthy flesh, why can't it rot If I so wishes My flesh melts off my soul Leaving me naked before the truth The truth that is nothing Nothing is truly real Infinite shades Of white Blinds me I craive it Can you feel my suffering Can you feel my suffering Can you feel my suffering Can you feel my pain
3.	The Giant Has Fallen 04:40	lyrics	buy track
I stand beneath endless shadows Cast by a figure much greater than life It was taken from me yet given back The freedom of death Force fed into existance Kept in the shadows, yet no words are lies Until they form sentences Looking at the giant that block out the sun The world made me a enemy My mind can take it, I was built for war This war I can not win But I'll sure as hell keep fighting I have outgrown the shade No more will I fight in darkness The giant seems so tiny now Invisible to my eye The giant has fallen Its memory is forgotten Yet my work shall live on for eternity Imortalized beyond my disposable flesh Is this freedom The shade is gone Yet i somehow still feel trapped Maybe i could reach the sun
4.	Written in Sand 05:47	lyrics	buy track
Your words sounds so soft in my head Like the kiss of a thousand deaths Please don't let me go, i'm aleady lost What lies between death and beauty And now we die As it was wirtten in sand Your words once a soothing drug Now washed away into the eternal deep Written in Sand The ground is melting Or is it you that weakens my mind Destroys my inner self My better self, my hateful self Come see the carnival The lights are dying As it was written in sand Your soft skin rots against me And now we die As it was wirtten in sand Your words once a soothing drug Now washe away into the eternal deep Written in sand
5.	Silver and Sulphur 05:31	lyrics	buy track
I draw the pieces further apart As we have lost our sense of wonder The childlike mind of a dying man We're treated like a reproduction I know that you're not the saviour No creation of mine can deceit me so well Though the beauty I see and the pain i feel Such illusions, such tricks for a wicked mind Is this truly living Imprisoned in a sickening mind A plaything for the tyrants I only wish to own my life Hell can't be so bad I'll trade the judgement of man for eternal fire Would you see me suffer As you always do Silver and sulphur Enriching the land by eternal fire Belittled by the greed and sorrow That enslaves our very soul Can you see a different man All I see is emtpty eyes The stillborn thoughts you bestove upon me corrupts the most innocent mind Let me take the punishment I'll pass my own judgement soon enough Breeding cattle to meaningless slaughter Who is the strongest man You wanted pain Have you not observed enough Yet you hide Like a coward piece of shit You showed my life Yet left me only hatred Though the spirit is free Free to choose the hidden path Silver and sulphur Enriching the land by eternal fire Belittled by the greed and sorrow That enslaves our very soul I'll watch you burn Your flesh incinerate Nothing can release me But destroying the very memory of your existance
6.	Glowing Ashes 05:00	lyrics	buy track
Who are we to judge the future At best we are the destroyers Glowing Ashes Lighting up the darkest parts In the pits of humanity This isn't death, This isn't living Staring into the abyss I feel sick by the thought of jumping Though is it not for my own good Isn't death the best solution The blade feels cold between my ribs Too bad it's only an illusion I feel this hunger I craive more but of what i don't know Glowing Ashes Like Burning Napalm Who are we to judge the future We that kill our brothers in extacy
7.	Rob Me of my Spirit 05:48	lyrics	buy track
Beneath this roof I am a slave Above it I am god Too many questions circle above me Terror quickly turns to anger This is death enhancing Take me through my minds flesh Though I am immortalized Even one day the sun shall fall Never question the logic I provide you Have I not kept you safe Yet no honor inhabit you That rob me of my soul Rob me of my spirit Is there a better life This is hurting me What did i do to deserve such pain I never harmed nor deceived you Though I live beneath you I shouldn't suffer Beneath this roof I am a slave Though above it I am a god A god in chains, what a pityful sight And still i wander amongst you Rob me of my spirit Rob me of my spirit Rob me of my spirit And watch me die
8.	Between Gods and Men 06:00	lyrics	buy track
I am trapped Between gods and men In the land of the living Still so very dead Sit by my side How would you like to borrow my eyes So many things you could see Before you go insane Every star in sky Has many worlds Nothing special about ours Oh how i pity the stupid Nothing is fortold Wisdom is an ancient lie Every man rule both death and life Though we are to stupid to see it. Why do you shake when i stand before you Hidden in a mass grave of deceit Who is this force trying to keep life from me keep me from seeing I see only lies I see only suffering I see my people falter and die Yet i'm only looking in the mirror I am Trapped Between gods and men I've heard many times That only death can set us free Yet life is all we have In death there is only nothing Thoughts will die and your brain will rot Such a wasteful being I look upon you only with pity I shall leave you to die alone Yet through these blue eyes much pain have been witnessed Would you like to share in my well of wisdom I've bled for this world One day this world shall bleed for me And you all will be dead then Because only my dead friends were good men
9.	These Faces 03:29	lyrics	buy track
I see these faces They stare at me endlessly I all i wanted was peace And you gave me a nightmare All I see are these faces Judging me for sins not yet commited Their lying eyes rest upon my very being Please just kill me now I see these faces Whispering to me The most horrid lies you can imagine As I fall asleep I see these faces Listening to my every word No thought a secret in this wicked world Not a single breath unheard All I see are these faces Judging me for sins not yet commited Their lying eyes rest upon my very being Please just kill me now
10.	Borderline Grotesque 04:46	lyrics	buy track
Look into my eyes and tell me once more of this beauty All I see is your fake smile hiding under vacant skin Fat and blood is what we are and it should be what we worship Kill the children, rape the mothers, enslave the men and die Even in death we conquer Ride these acid winds Borderline grotesque Take my hands you fool and let me lead you to salvation The harvest is upon us and we're the ones to reap it Would you kill for pleasure or would you demand payment I see it as nothing but the final act of kindness Even in death we conquer Ride these acid winds The beauty of human flesh Look into my eyes and tell me once more of this beauty All I see is your fake smile hiding under vacant skin Fat and blood is what we are and it should be what we worship Kill the children, rape the mothers, enslave the men and die Borderline Grotesque