Borderline Grotesque

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released June 10, 2015

All instruments - Satan
Artwork - David Kempf

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Track Name: Beneath the Red Star
In the realm of tranquility
Formed in the sands where the ground meets water
The Blackened sky hower above me
I see a distant sun ready to die

Though the ground shake before me
I feel as calm as the sea at my feet
Never before have I felt this
As if the skies are moving closer

The dying sun is approaching
It's drawing closer to my beating heart
A soft breeze shelters my being
From the non existing light

I can feel no heat
Yet it melts the sand before me
My mind is numb, my thoughts have frozen
This is my story, my eternal dream

As soft as virgin skin
Are the clouds that shall catch this fall
Only my dreams shall set these borders
These black lines, blocking my senses

The wind chants my last rites
Though I'm not the one that shall die
As sinking through liquid glass
My final rest, my red star

Beneath the red star
Dragging me closer to the core
Track Name: Infinite Shades of White
This darkness
The purest experience of fear
Can you feel it beneath your skin
Your mind taking up arms against you
Why is there suffering
Should we not live as kings
In utopic states
Forever imprisoned

Infinite shades of white

It covers me
Like a blanket of dust and ants
Coexist with the weakest minds
The infinite source of hatred
Can you feel my suffering
Can you feel my suffering
Can you feel my suffering
Can you feel my pain

Infinite shades of white

As men die for causes unknown
We fail to see the decline of existing
Are we so blind we can not see
The mistake that shall be our fall
False values are the gods we praise
No more do we own our deaths
My filthy flesh, why can't it rot
If I so wishes

My flesh melts off my soul
Leaving me naked before the truth
The truth that is nothing
Nothing is truly real
Infinite shades
Of white
Blinds me
I craive it

Can you feel my suffering
Can you feel my suffering
Can you feel my suffering
Can you feel my pain
Track Name: The Giant Has Fallen
I stand beneath endless shadows
Cast by a figure much greater than life
It was taken from me yet given back
The freedom of death

Force fed into existance
Kept in the shadows, yet no words are lies
Until they form sentences
Looking at the giant that block out the sun
The world made me a enemy
My mind can take it, I was built for war
This war I can not win
But I'll sure as hell keep fighting

I have outgrown the shade
No more will I fight in darkness
The giant seems so tiny now
Invisible to my eye

The giant has fallen
Its memory is forgotten
Yet my work shall live on for eternity
Imortalized beyond my disposable flesh

Is this freedom
The shade is gone
Yet i somehow still feel trapped
Maybe i could reach the sun
Track Name: Written in Sand
Your words sounds so soft in my head
Like the kiss of a thousand deaths
Please don't let me go, i'm aleady lost
What lies between death and beauty

And now we die
As it was wirtten in sand
Your words once a soothing drug
Now washed away into the eternal deep

Written in Sand

The ground is melting
Or is it you that weakens my mind
Destroys my inner self
My better self, my hateful self
Come see the carnival
The lights are dying
As it was written in sand
Your soft skin rots against me

And now we die
As it was wirtten in sand
Your words once a soothing drug
Now washe away into the eternal deep

Written in sand
Track Name: Silver and Sulphur
I draw the pieces further apart
As we have lost our sense of wonder
The childlike mind of a dying man
We're treated like a reproduction

I know that you're not the saviour
No creation of mine can deceit me so well
Though the beauty I see and the pain i feel
Such illusions, such tricks for a wicked mind

Is this truly living
Imprisoned in a sickening mind
A plaything for the tyrants
I only wish to own my life

Hell can't be so bad
I'll trade the judgement of man for eternal fire
Would you see me suffer
As you always do

Silver and sulphur
Enriching the land by eternal fire
Belittled by the greed and sorrow
That enslaves our very soul

Can you see a different man
All I see is emtpty eyes
The stillborn thoughts you bestove upon me
corrupts the most innocent mind

Let me take the punishment
I'll pass my own judgement soon enough
Breeding cattle to meaningless slaughter
Who is the strongest man

You wanted pain
Have you not observed enough
Yet you hide
Like a coward piece of shit

You showed my life
Yet left me only hatred
Though the spirit is free
Free to choose the hidden path

Silver and sulphur
Enriching the land by eternal fire
Belittled by the greed and sorrow
That enslaves our very soul

I'll watch you burn
Your flesh incinerate
Nothing can release me
But destroying the very memory of your existance
Track Name: Glowing Ashes
Who are we to judge the future
At best we are the destroyers

Glowing Ashes
Lighting up the darkest parts
In the pits of humanity
This isn't death, This isn't living

Staring into the abyss
I feel sick by the thought of jumping
Though is it not for my own good
Isn't death the best solution
The blade feels cold between my ribs
Too bad it's only an illusion
I feel this hunger
I craive more but of what i don't know

Glowing Ashes
Like Burning Napalm

Who are we to judge the future
We that kill our brothers in extacy
Track Name: Rob Me of my Spirit
Beneath this roof I am a slave
Above it I am god
Too many questions circle above me
Terror quickly turns to anger

This is death enhancing
Take me through my minds flesh
Though I am immortalized
Even one day the sun shall fall

Never question the logic I provide you
Have I not kept you safe
Yet no honor inhabit you
That rob me of my soul

Rob me of my spirit
Is there a better life

This is hurting me
What did i do to deserve such pain
I never harmed nor deceived you
Though I live beneath you I shouldn't suffer

Beneath this roof I am a slave
Though above it I am a god
A god in chains, what a pityful sight
And still i wander amongst you
Rob me of my spirit
Rob me of my spirit
Rob me of my spirit
And watch me die
Track Name: Between Gods and Men
I am trapped
Between gods and men
In the land of the living
Still so very dead
Sit by my side
How would you like to borrow my eyes
So many things you could see
Before you go insane
Every star in sky
Has many worlds
Nothing special about ours
Oh how i pity the stupid
Nothing is fortold
Wisdom is an ancient lie
Every man rule both death and life
Though we are to stupid to see it.

Why do you shake when i stand before you
Hidden in a mass grave of deceit
Who is this force trying to keep life from me
keep me from seeing
I see only lies
I see only suffering
I see my people falter and die
Yet i'm only looking in the mirror

I am Trapped
Between gods and men
I've heard many times
That only death can set us free
Yet life is all we have
In death there is only nothing
Thoughts will die and your brain will rot
Such a wasteful being
I look upon you only with pity
I shall leave you to die alone
Yet through these blue eyes much pain have been witnessed
Would you like to share in my well of wisdom
I've bled for this world
One day this world shall bleed for me
And you all will be dead then
Because only my dead friends were good men
Track Name: These Faces
I see these faces
They stare at me endlessly
I all i wanted was peace
And you gave me a nightmare

All I see are these faces
Judging me for sins not yet commited
Their lying eyes rest upon my very being
Please just kill me now

I see these faces
Whispering to me
The most horrid lies you can imagine
As I fall asleep
I see these faces
Listening to my every word
No thought a secret in this wicked world
Not a single breath unheard

All I see are these faces
Judging me for sins not yet commited
Their lying eyes rest upon my very being
Please just kill me now
Track Name: Borderline Grotesque
Look into my eyes and tell me once more of this beauty
All I see is your fake smile hiding under vacant skin
Fat and blood is what we are and it should be what we worship
Kill the children, rape the mothers, enslave the men and die

Even in death we conquer
Ride these acid winds

Borderline grotesque

Take my hands you fool and let me lead you to salvation
The harvest is upon us and we're the ones to reap it
Would you kill for pleasure or would you demand payment
I see it as nothing but the final act of kindness

Even in death we conquer
Ride these acid winds

The beauty of human flesh

Look into my eyes and tell me once more of this beauty
All I see is your fake smile hiding under vacant skin
Fat and blood is what we are and it should be what we worship
Kill the children, rape the mothers, enslave the men and die

Borderline Grotesque